Most people say that their wedding day is the best day of their life and well they would be right, it really is the best day of your life, the happiest of them by far!
Because I was busy planning my wedding it hadn't really sunk in that I was getting married until I was waiting at the top of the hill (my isle). It had hit me a little bit while I was getting ready and while I was hugging my mom and we were both crying but on the hill, I could see people being sat, they girls waiting to go before me, the happiness on my daddy's face and the music playing, that's when it really hit me!
I couldn't see it but we had the groomsman ride down the other hill in my dad's F350 and walk up to the alter.
They had a specific song play for when the girls walked down the isle. ( Wonderful Tonight ) That one song will bring back so many memories because that is when everything started. When everything became real. I was about to walk down the isle with my father into my new life. I was about to say I Do and become the wife of a man I loved with all my heart, a man who would protect me with all he had. I was going to try not to cry and well I didn't succeed in that because I did cry, I struggled not to, but I did.
I will forever wish I could relive that day, over and over again. That I could relish in that feeling and see/do it again. It was so amazing! I almost cry every time I think about it or I hear the song Wonderful Tonight, it just all floods back to me and I relive it, standing on top of that hill. Laughing with my dad down the isle, him trying to help me not to cry, one of the best moments of my life. My dad truly is my hero. I'm about to cry right now as I typed that last part about me dad.
Even though my parents travel a lot and I didn't get to see them a lot in the couple months before my wedding, it's so different knowing I don't live with them anymore, that I'm starting my new life and I won't see them all the time or get to hug their neck when I want, it makes me sad, I miss my parents, they mean the world to me!
(I know that wasn't on the subject of my wedding but it kind of went with it and I felt like putting it in there.)
STSL
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