The End of 2014

 

Well, 2014 is coming to a close with only two days left.

Last year when you made your New Years resolutions, did you complete them? Did you at least put forth effort towards doing them?

One thing I tried to accomplish was to make a 2014 journal, I would write something down everyday. I tried to make each about a page long but around March I kinda stopped. I guess when I put it away and it wasn't in plain view I would forget about it and not write anything...till around October...I know, I kinda missed a lot of stuff. Since then I've tried to write in it some more and I did, but this year will be different. I will write in it everyday so that at the end of the year or years later I can read what happened to me.

This year I'm a married woman and working towards having a home with my husband, I'll be starting a new job, when I find one and just everything is different than this past year.

This year I plan to post more on my blog, I want more people to see and interact with me and my blog. I want my blog to be something people want to read and to look forward to reading, something interesting. Even though I don't think my life is that interesting, but I hope for a different outcome.

I plan to save up money and buy myself a good camera, not a really big one just a decent size so it can fit in my purse and go everywhere I go so that when the perfect shot arises I can seize the moment.

I want to read more and have a perfect spot to read. One where I have a plush chair with lots of natural lighting and just something that uplifts my spirits.

I plan to meet new people and to gather friends to hang out with on a regular bases when my husband is at work. People who are loyal and truthful with you, people who have your back and I don't mean with a knife...

I know just like everyone else I'm making a resolution to become healthy. I make it every year and I always fail. This year is different, last year we bought a gym membership and we have used it but I plan to use it a lot more, a daily routine. Even if it's just to go for a run.

When we get our home I want it to have a big kitchen so that I can cook big meals with lots of room,  the whole place will smell delicious and there will be bunches of leftovers.

I know I'm rambling about different things, but hey, that's what this is for. It's like an online journal where your can have an audience who just might care about your ramblings.

 

 

                                                                                                             STSL

The Best Day of My Life ie. My Wedding Day

 

Most people say that their wedding day is the best day of their life and well they would be right, it really is the best day of your life, the happiest of them by far!

Because I was busy planning my wedding it hadn't really sunk in that I was getting married until I was waiting at the top of the hill (my isle). It had hit me a little bit while I was getting ready and while I was hugging my mom and we were both crying but on the hill, I could see people being sat, they girls waiting to go before me, the happiness on my daddy's face and the music playing, that's when it really hit me! 

I couldn't see it but we had the groomsman ride down the other hill in my dad's F350 and walk up to the alter.

They had a specific song play for when the girls walked down the isle. ( Wonderful Tonight ) That one song will bring back so many memories because that is when everything started. When everything became real. I was about to walk down the isle with my father into my new life. I was about to say I Do and become the wife of a man I loved with all my heart, a man who would protect me with all he had. I was going to try not to cry and well I didn't succeed in that because I did cry, I struggled not to, but I did.

I will forever wish I could relive that day, over and over again. That I could relish in that feeling and see/do it again. It was so amazing! I almost cry every time I think about it or I hear the song Wonderful Tonight, it just all floods back to me and I relive it, standing on top of that hill. Laughing with my dad down the isle, him trying to help me not to cry, one of the best moments of my life. My dad truly is my hero. I'm about to cry right now as I typed that last part about me dad.

Even though my parents travel a lot and I didn't get to see them a lot in the couple months before my wedding, it's so different knowing I don't live with them anymore, that I'm starting my new life and I won't see them all the time or get to hug their neck when I want, it makes me sad, I miss my parents, they mean the world to me!

(I know that wasn't on the subject of my wedding but it kind of went with it and I felt like putting it in there.)

 

                                                                                                                      STSL